Last week i bought a new stroller for my daughter. She's getting bigger and heavier and the hill next to me was getting steeper and steeper. I looked at a few strollers then click, i saw the one that i knew would be right - could i afford it, was it worth it, did i really need it ??? - i tried to persude myself not to buy it, i didn't need it but it looked so cute and i really liked it. so i bought it and my how it has changed how i feel about that little hill, no longer is it steep, it's just a little alleyway. bouyed on by this amazing i bought a kettle - now i did need a kettle, it had just broke. so i bought a kettle and i bought one that i like rather than the cheapest. boy do i love that kettle, it can see straight through it and it can boil as little as one cupful - very handy for me as i'm not a big drinker of hot stuff...you see the right tools for the right job and 'stuff' is so much easier to handle. i used my old pram yesterday and boy did i notice the difference, i can't beleive i plodded along with it for so long, it was great last year but now i need different tools. now wait for it...i suddnely made that connection to my life. how much lighter life is with the right tools, now i'm learner in my heart. i suck everything up and wait until it's becomes useful but my filing cabinet is a mess, i can't find the info at the right time and when i opened a draw i just want to close it straight away, it's such a mess. i'm sorting through that cabinet now, i taking out the tools that don't work properly - you know the broken bike stored in the shed just in case i can mend it some day or want to use the spare parts, does it ever happen, not in my lifetime - also shipping out are the tools that i just don't need anymore, ones that are the wrong size for me and i'm slowing replacing them with all the lovely stuff that suits me. it's filed neatly away, arranged so that at the drop of a hat i can find it, benefit from it and move on. i still have a lot of stuff to move and it takes alot of energy some days and some days i just can't face the sorting but i know now that when that filing cabinet has been decluttered it'g going to be fantastic, they'll be no going back to the old stuff i've shipped out. the new stuff will be just right and if it isn't then, i know i'll find something that's better. i won't be making do anymore, i will have the stuff that i like, that's not complicated to use and that fills me with rainbows and makes me smile not frown. you see today i have hope and faith. god will provide, i have to decide what it is i'd like god to provide and it will be there for me. here's to god and his many wonders. thank you so much. ps. thank you also to June, one of gods special creatures, here to help me decide which tools i like to have and to point me in the direction of where i can get it. she rocks.