Scrap Girls Digital Scrapbooking Forum: Fear Wants Control - Scrap Girls Digital Scrapbooking Forum

I thought it best to be honest and get this boogy man out of my head. I let Fear run my life far too long and I still do. Kinda. I took the big leap a few days ago by joining the ScrapGirls Club. Now that may sound funny to you who read this but I finally got Photo Shop CS5 extended and have PSE-7 and a wacom tablet. My goal was to get to this part of my journey. I am here to learn and create and then share.

I am tired of Paint Shop Pro or whatever it is called now. With that I am proud of myself. I stepped out of my safety zone and made a commitment to myself that I will learn to use my new programs.

Yesterday I was able to purchase Ro's Secrets and Ro's More Secrets Revealed. It took me awhile to download because I have short term memory disorder. Sometimes I have to repeat steps 5 or 6 times. I am okay with that because the repetition gets enbedded in my mind. LOL

Today I took a peek at the videos and I am so HYPED to get to learning. There is a tug in my heart that tells me "YES GO NOW!" I have to follow the tug. My Lord nags at me until I obey otherwise. I love HIM. I trust He will lead me in the right direction and I will follow.

Since it is early here still I will probably add more thoughts today.



Nov. 2, 2010